i want to say that it was time that kept me from writing and putting things down into the blogosphere and because of this "time" i knew that when i did start to write again that my first post would have to be immensly profound and substantial. but here i am doing the exact opposite, flying off the cuff with a few thoughts. not having blogged in almost two years leaves me with so much to say that i will probably make several more posts before the month is through. a lot has gone on and im sure a lot more will go on but i know that above all of that "I" will go on.
its comforting to know that there are still good genuine people out there. growing and learning more about the world we live in each day has given me the perspective of someone who was cut from a good cloth and through the trials and tribulations of poor decision making and living life i am at a point where i feel like its time for me to enact real change. both in my own life and in the lives of the people who i care for.
now i have some bad habits that i need to break but when i sit and think about these "bad" habits i cant help but wonder what really makes them bad? is it that they are bad for me or that they prevent me from living the type of life i know i can. i feel that some of these habits keep me grounded while at other times i feel they do the opposite, they create an excuse for me to vacate and abandon my resposibilities but im trying.
im growing and im living every single day
i hope you are too...
